You asked for change, here it is.
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The Tower is a breaking-down of an old structure that no longer serves you. That's not to say it didn't serve you up until recently, but you've outgrown it. This tower has to come down before you can build again, on a stronger foundation.
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Though you asked for this, you won't be able to control how and when it comes. Whenever you reach for control, that is coming from fear. You can handle this change without trying to control how every little stone falls. This is where faith comes in, faith in yourself that you can stick with the decision you made to live from your truth. You are strong enough to let go of what no longer serves you, and you're strong enough to rebuild. The Tower also reminds you to have faith that this change is happening FOR you, not TO you.
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Fear will almost always come up in reaction to The Tower, but it doesn't have to send you into panic mode. If we can trust ourselves, and be present even through fear, this Tower moment can feel like a huge, amazing relief. Like hatching from a shell.