Spirals

I keep pulling the Judgement card for myself lately. It's like the universe is saying, you know what to do, do you need to hear it again?

Ok then, here's the lesson: 
Just as you cannot control death, you cannot control rebirth. When you're called to rise, you have no choice but to rise. The only choice is whether you accept your path with grace and joy, or whether you try to resist and get dragged along. Either way, it's happening. Might as well surrender to it. I keep seeing messages of transformation, growth, snakeskin-shedding, spirals. And I'm scared. I'm touching something bigger than I ever thought, and it's part of me. I trust that I won't be called to anything I can't handle, but what does it mean if I CAN handle this big mystery? What happens to the ways I've kept myself small? What do I do when I can't see the way forward but I have to go anyway? What gets lost in the transition?

To all those questions, the answer is, I don't know. I don't need to know right now. All I can do is choose to trust my guidance and myself, and accept this call.